Hi everyone.
This is just a very quick post to say that I have about 10 pages of notes to put down on a TRUTH post from my last post in August and on…
Lately I have started writing something but after I had written about a million paragraphs and realized I was far away from making my point I stopped and just left it aside.
I am having a hard time finding time to write, and I miss it a lot, but I promise I will come back here more often just like before, as everything will soon fall in place just like I wanted.
But tonight I am writing especially to talk about my birthday party coming up…
I wanted to share with you all what’s happening, as I will share after the party “what happened”…
I am sitting on the floor of my freshly-newly-rebuilt-but-not-quite-finished-yet-studio and I’ve just started pulling out all the old bombs (of which 3/4 are stinky from dump water!) that I want to bring for my 8-9-10+ hours set at Aria on Friday. It’s really exciting but at the same time, like every year, I feel like I am about to faint!
Inside my stomach I feel a huge hole and every day that goes by since last week I am losing appetite more and more. This is what I guess is called pure stress. I care just too much about that vladi night and it gets to me to that point!
But it’s ok as it’s like that every year anyway.
Even if it’s all shaking inside, I am looking forward to that night like there’s no tomorrow and I hope it will be even bigger and better than last year and the years before.
I hope you are all excited too…
I will give you my best!
I see you there and I now go back to my stinky records!
Barbara x